Before I die I have to...

Cuff bracelet (DIY)

Get and old shirt

 Cut the cuff out of the sleeve

Draw the design you want to do, in this case, stripes.

Put some tape, so you'll have better lines.

Paint and let it dry

And there you have it.

Hard things

It's like I never end changing who I am. I'm like always hurting someone, I try to be the best person I can, for my friends, my family, but it's a never ending story. I'm always hurting someone somehow. Sometimes I think I was better for everybody when I was a quiet and shy girl, because I was always there for everybody and how everybody wanted me to be. It's hard never being good enough.
I do things because I don't want to hurt anybody, and at the end, they get used to it or they get mad anyway. So, what's the point? I know I can't keep everybody happy even if I try to do it really hard. Feeling that everytime you do somethhing you do it wrong, is just, it makes a crack inside of you. Sometimes it really seems that every little thing I do is wrong, that everybody always has something to tell me about what I've been doing. And I can't stand that anymore, I'm sick of listening of what I should do or how. I can't say no because I really can't stand seeing someone unhappy, I just can't. I don't have that strength. I've changed a lot, but it's not enough, it's never enough. I have tons and tons of issues that I have to work on.
Today starts my hard work to fix all those fucking issues. This process might be able to create in me a new and strong personality, cos that's what I need to be what I want to be. I know what I'm capable, but I have to show that.
Hard things, those are the kind of things that I have to change of myself.